Many of you who know me before I started sharing our journey online know that I have struggled for years with having only Boys in our Family. Many of you know that I have suffered depression over the years due to many things – and I have many periods of being fine and many periods of lows.
Feeling Of Peace
But today I woke up and I had the most amazing feeling come over me. I have a Feeling of Peace within ~ I feel like I can reflect back on my life and I am OK. I have always had a feeling of like I have lost something or something is missing in my life because I have only boys and no daughters. But today I asked the question within “Are you Happy?” “Are You OK With Having only Sons”
And to my surprise I came back with an answer “Every thing is fine, and your life is on track for where you are meant to be”
Normally I still feel a lose for not having a little sweet girl in my life, in my arms in my family. But today I finally feel like its going to be just fine.
Two of my sons are where they have always wanted to be in life. My job is complete. All of my boys happiness, health and dreams are being meet. To me that means more than anything in this world. I feel like I have done what I was born to do – raise my boys to believe in themselves.
And to be happy.
To have dreams, to follow through on them and to never ever give up.
That makes sense to me, and makes me realise that I am so very grateful for all that we have in our life. Its way more than a lot of other Mum’s have and its way different for a lot of other Mum’s lifestyle. But its my life and I love the feeling of peace that has come over me. Its almost like I am finally happy, settled, and at ease within my own skin.
I am never ever have it all, but I have my dream “New Life on the Road” ~ and I have my family.
To me that is worth more than all the weight of gold in this entire world.
My life is full on, and full with my boys. To that I would love to say Thank you. Thank you to David for being there Dad, and for being my hubby.
To thank each of my boys ~ I am so lucky to say that I am your Mum
To thank my family – My brothers mean the world to me
To Thank my friends ~ your friendship means so very much.
And Thank you. For joining this Journey.
Feeling of Peace, after all these years. Its a good feeling, one I will hold onto for as long as possible.
Do You Feel Like Your LIFE Is Where Its Meant To Be?