I love this time of the year. Normally. I get so excited and I can’t wait to the actually day…but this year as I sit here thinking about what I should be doing to have Presents ready in time for the big day I Am In Denial.
Its not allowed to be only 14 days till Christmas??? No way!
I have not purchased any gifts for our boys, nor how I thought about what to get David. And you know what I don’t seem to care – I am not making a list, and not checking it twice…
Not even thinking about setting a day aside with no kids to go shopping.
I have seem to lost my Christmas Cheer. Maybe its cause I feel like I am stuck in a time warp, or stuck here but not here! Does that make sense? I also feel like that Christmas is not going to be Christmas until our older son returns next year. Maybe that is why I am not getting ready for the big day and why I don’t have any feelings of wanting to.
Yeah I need to get food sorted….
but that can wait another day – surely?
Yeah we are having the Christmas Day at my oldest son’s place – which I can’t wait because I can feel him when I am at his place, I feel like a bit of him is there.
Yeah we have David’s Parents coming down from QLD to stay the week at our oldest sons place – which means I need to go back up there soon and get the place ready ~ aired out, sheets washed, more towels taken up there and stock the fridge.
THANKING YOU ~
To the McDonough Family for making this amazing Gingerbread House for us
We are going to keep it till Hayden Gets home
But again I don’t feel like its a huge priority and again I don’t have a set day where I feel like I need to get all of this done……guess you could say that I wished Christmas was already over with so that February can roll on in….not sure of the exact date our Oldest Woody Son returns but I think its either late February or early March.
Now With Christmas Cards ~
Then our life can begin again.
So tell me – are you the organised one for Christmas or have you buried your head in the Sand like I have?
I Am In Denial
But It Will Be Christmas in 14 Days!!!!
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