Two nights ago I was having trouble going to sleep and trouble staying asleep….I kept waking up. I should have got up and gone for a walk – although I am not sure how safe that would be at night time?
My Sweet Dream
In between waking up and going back to Sleep I was able to have a Sweet Dream. One that I will treasure. You see I have no idea where my Dad is – nor have I spoken to him in years. I have his mobile number, and I call it at Christmas time and leave a message wishing him Merry Christmas.
And I hear his voice mail so I do hope he gets to hear our Xmas wishes to him…..mind you the Christmas just gone I decided not to call.
Maybe I should have?
The Dream was a good one – surprised it wasn’t a nightmare after all! But it was good cause it let me know He Is OK. I believe in dreams, and have even had one where I felt my late Grandma. That one was so good because I could even smell her perfume that she loved to wear….
This one two nights ago let me know that My Dad Is OK He is working in a mining town (not sure in real life where) and he is happy. It was only a brief dream but I did get to say Hello, and ask him if he was happy.
That is my main concern…that he is happy.
And not alone.
I have thought about trying to find him, and let him know what our boys are all doing. How our oldest is all grown up, moved out of home and is following his passion in life.
How our second boy Zachery thought he couldn’t make it at Tafe yet he is getting over 90 out of 100 for all of his test results…he is so smart yet doesn’t realise it?
How our third son Nicholas is 14 and full of hormones, yet is getting there slowly….he is in Grade 9 of High School yet he is that bored they are looking at putting him in Grade 10 (never knew he was smart ~ thought he was lazy when he got into trouble for not doing his School work, but its because he has done the work before!!)
Then there is Cameron ~ who will always be special to us. He is 11 going on 40 🙂 I swear that Kid is more in-tune with his Natural Spiritual Side of life than any kid I know! He loves listening to his inner voice ~ he talks regularly with those that have left this earth, and can talk with animals. He loves Nature like I have never seen – he even talks to trees. Yep he is special.
OH my then there is the delight of our family. Kyle. And to think he was our surprise. Well he got that right ~ that is one big gorgeous surprise. He is almost taller than Cameron, and he LOVES everything about life. He will share the shirt of his back if it made you happy…he will share his last piece of chocolate because he is like that. He would even told me he would hold my Hand in the Dentist Surgery the other day (not that he came in with me!!) when all his brothers said no way.
Kyle is happiness. His smile lights up everyone’s world – and he wants to be the next Steve Irwin ~ with his love of animals I so could see that happening!
If You Were To Meet Our Boys ::
Dad if you were to meet Kyle you would want one of his special hugs.
If you were to meet Cameron you would need to be very patient because he loves to talk! And he loves to tell you how he may be short but he is still 11 turning 12.
Oh Dad if you were to meet Nicholas ~ please take him for a weekend cause he needs all the male influence in his life right now that he can get. He is at the most hardest stage of his life….not a kid anymore but not an adult yet.
Day you would LOVE Zachery ~ he is shy. But once you got him talking he will be your very best friend for ever. And he knows stuff about life that a kid his age never knew about….he can talk about any subject and he can spout out the most amazing facts. Its cause he can read anything once and remember it!
Then there is our older son. Dad, I just know you would be so very proud of the way he turned out. We are all so proud for how hard he has worked towards his dream and his lifestyle. He looks good in Uniform, and he stands so tall. You should see his smile – its gorgeous and one day he will make some women’s dream husband. After all the teenage years with him, we now tell him all the time how proud we are with how his life is now heading.
But then I thought about how he must want to be left alone, after all if he wanted to have contact with us all he has to do is use Google to find out where we are.
So my dream was good – He Is OK and I feel at ease with that. If you are reading this Dad, I need to tell you that I am glad you are happy. That is all I want for you.
Dad – Anthony Wolfenden. May you be happy knowing how well your grandsons are doing.
We love you and we think about you often.
Do You Believe in Dreams?
If So Do They Make You Feel Good?
Thanking you for following our Journey.
Cheers
Lisa
New Life on the Road.
That is so lovely Lisa, I am choking up. I hope your Dad reads this and learns all about his grandchildren and his daughter’s life.
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It would be good if he did read it, that way I really know that he is OK xx
What a lovely dream to have.
It was good – I love dreams like that..where I can feel and hear from those that I love